Classy Lady Quote of the Day.
Are you Dangerous? You should be.
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Coincidence: Just read an inspirational comic on which a red balloon was passed on different windows signifying hope. 15 minutes later, a red balloon came flying over in the air just in front of my apartment window. <3
It could be a sign. :)
This… just made my day. :)
Once, there was this girl who dreamed big.. even those dreams that surpasses her limits.. Those was her sweet thoughts.. Those were lovely in her mind.. Those were music to her ears. Everyday was a challenge to her.. She won’t stop at something that breaks her down.. She rises up again.. She faces the sun with her grin. She was strong.
Then, her parents expected something big from her. She was slowly imprisoned and shadowed by her parents’ dreams for her.. It wasn’t her dream. .It was theirs.. For everytime she deviates from that “dream”, she sees a tear falling from her mother’s eyes.. She decided to stop hurting anyone around her.. She’d rather hurt herself than see her mom cry again.. And living that dream, she loses a part of her day by day.. She no longer knows how to fight because to fight or not, she won’t get the life she wanted.. the dream she dreamed of when she was just a kid.. Her dream was just a fairytale.
There were nights when she distracts her mind from the burden she’s wearing. She convinces herself that following this path would be good for her. But when she lies on her back before she closes her eyes to sleep, images of “what if” flashes on her mind and make her heart skip a beat. For awhile there, she could feel the life flowing through her veins. She could feel the hope that those “what ifs” could be real. It was once the reality she wanted for herself. She wanted to ran free. But what she thought and believed as reality are now just but illusions.
Sleep became a requirement so that the next time she wakes up, she would please the people around her again. She would serve them like she did a few years ago. She would dedicate her life to seeing her parents smile of how she became a “model of excellence and perseverance”. Another day would come that she will hide who she truly is. Another day to tell herself, “Stay strong.. Just until you can find the answers.”.
Got nothing to do today..
Absent for my review class and now, I’m just eating noodles.
I’m planning to make the most of this day just by reading a lot of stuffs. Wew!! I miss college.
Have a great day!